Muar, I'm coming

tadi sudah penat berjalan kat bandar. mencari barang untuk dijadikan hadiah untuk seseorg yg saya sayang. beli tiket nk g muar lagi. puas mencari di skudai parade, saya pergi ke larkin, then city square and lastly kat jusco. akhirnya beli la jugak kat jusco. mission complete. hehe. kenapa pergi muar? first sekali sebab nk jumpe cgu2 kat sane. nk jumpe mummy untuk bincang pasal situasi saya sekarang nih. saya dalam dilema je sekarang ni. then jumpe cgu2 kesayangan. mybe tido rumah cgu hazrat. 1 hari kot. saya berharap sangat untuk berjumpa dengan fatin. saya nk sambut birthday dia kat sane. tapi saya tahu keadaan masih tidak mengizinkan. saya harus mengerti juga keadaan dia. betul x? masa masih bnyak lagi. x perlu risau. hehehe. mmg lah rindu kan. kat maktab boleh je jumpe kan. pastu nk g umah ayah kat batu pahat pulak. mmg perjalanan yg memenatkan. haih. x pe lah. saya dah besar. sekarang mmg kene belajar hadapi sume ni. penat tu siket je kan. belum lagi keje.

Sudah Balik

asalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera.

sekarang ni dah seminggu saya duduk kat umah dan stop belaja dari curtin. hmm. walaupun berat hati dan susah nk buat keputusan ni. saya terpaksa terima jugak kenyataan saya akan keluar. mama x bagi sebab x nk tanggung hutang yang banyak maklumlah kos belaja samapai rm500000+ . . x tahu kenapa. tapi kalau pasal belaja saya akan berusaha keras. sbb dalam agrement kata kene bayar 15% je kalau result cemerlang. hmm. tapi nk wat cmne kan. saya pun x boleh buat pape. selepas balik sini saya dapat ofer letter dari acia Pasific university College of Technology & Innovation (UCTI). tapi mama pun x setuju sbb swasta walaupun course yg saya nk ada. Memang sedih sangat sebab course tu susah nk ada kat ipta, dah la award dari stafordshiere University kat UK. .ada jaminan pekerjaan lak tuh. rasa mcm lepaskan peluang baik je kan,. kenapa la org susah nk faham. betul ke kalau da masuk IPTS susah dapat keje. tapi saya rasa sume same je. bergantung kepada individu tersebut la kan. rezeki org lain2. kalau masuk ipta pun belum tentu berjaya. entah la. saya x faham lah. benda senang boleh jadi susah. apalagi benda susah, harap dapat lah peluang untuk belaja kat tempat lagi bagus. cume nnti saya x nk amik matrik boleh? rindu gile ngan kawan2 kat sane. hmm. diorg pun da dekat exam. .

the worse day

hello, yesterday, today and everyday is my worse day because if i get happy then a big trouble will came after that. i don't know why this always happen to me. everyone were enjoyed their life but i was not enjoy all my life. i just want to be like the others with no such a big problem like this. i lost my wallet at the kitchen after meal yesterday night. i was so panic because the wallet is very important to me. it was a part of my life because i have all my memory inside it. so i have lost a part of my life too. a very worse day. every thing is gone, my id card, ic card, atm card and money. i just not care about the money anymore but i just want to get my wallet. actually someone who is very special to me give this wallet to me and i very like it. it was my treasure. can anybody help me? its was useless until the person which take my wallet returned back to me? could this happen? so it became my wonderful day. i'm very sad now. i just want to returned home but this problem happen to me. my life is full with problem. how can i handle it in this situation. i ask to god to help me in my situation, he the only one who has a power and i hope he can accept my wish.